A Fistful of Sand

  One of the most enduring assumptions in spiritual life is that compassion comes "after" awakening. We imagine a sequence: first we struggle, then we attain wisdom, and only afterward does compassion flower. This picture is understandable and pedagogically useful. It encourages discipline and perseverance. Yet it also carries a subtle implication that deserves to be questioned: that wisdom and compassion are two separate attainments, one preceding the other. The doctrine of original enlightenment (Hongaku) invites a far more radical possibility. If enlightenment is truly "original," then nothing essential to Buddhahood can be absent from it. Original enlightenment cannot be merely emptiness awaiting completion. Nor can it be bare awareness that later learns to love. If it is truly the ground of all reality, then it must already contain, inseparably, both perfect wisdom and perfect compassion. This changes everything. Compassion is no longer understood as a moral ac...

Rohitassa Sutta, Dzogchen, and Pure Land Echoes In the  Rohitassa Sutta  (Saṁyutta Nikāya 2.26), the Buddha makes a revolutionary statement that challenges our assumptions about the world, suffering, and liberation: " In this very fathom-long body, with its perception and mind, I declare is the world, the origin of the world, the cessation of the world, and the path leading to the cessation of the world. " This “fathom-long body” — roughly the height of a person, from fingertip to fingertip — is not just the locus of personal identity. It is, in the Buddha’s words, the world itself. This is not a metaphor. It is a radical pointing out that the entirety of our suffering and the path to its end is found within our own mind-body system — perception, feeling, intention, consciousness. So, when people say we are in the Dharma Ending Age, that the world is falling apart, we may ask: What exactly is ending? Is the Dharma itself fading? Or is it our ability to see the Dharma that...

  On the morning, June 13, 2025, my wife and I were walking through downtown of our city. I spotted a small mouse on the sidewalk. It was shaking and seemed confused. We at once recognized the fragile beauty had fallen victim of the standard practice of poisoning rodents, a practice I vehemently oppose based on its inherent cruelty. A mouse wants happiness and tries to avoid pain and death every bit as much as you do or I do. Initially I thought having the mouse in peace would be a kind choice but seeing that there was a great deal of foot traffic, and it looked like rain. My wife and I decided to let put the mouse in the wooded area away from the sidewalk. I took her into my hands and lifted her up to the wooded green space away from the concrete. The wobbly little mouse wandered off into the leaves and disappeared to die in familiar surroundings and in peace, well, as peacefully as possible when one is dying of internal hemorrhage.   Once the experience of sadness dissi...

Art by Lim Chung  Hee In the modern world, many identify as spiritual seekers. They read sacred texts, attend teachings, and speak of awakening, love, and truth. Yet the depth of spiritual transformation does not lie in seeking alone—it lies in consistent, courageous practice. It is possible to be a devoted seeker and still harbor deep fear, resentment, pride, and attachment. It is even possible to nurture disrespect for one’s own teachers—those who represent the very wisdom one claims to revere. When this happens, there is a fundamental misunderstanding at play. One has confused spirituality with religion, and practice with identity. The Danger of Identity-Based Religion When a person identifies with a religion rather than embodying its truth, they wear their spiritual path like a badge, not a mirror. They conflate knowing doctrines with knowing reality. This creates an ego that is harder to detect— the spiritual ego . Cloaked in conviction, this ego believes it already knows...

Courtesy of Nembutsu Art   Introduction: Trust Beyond Effort What if awakening wasn’t something to strive toward—but something already here, waiting to be realized? In the Pure Land tradition of Buddhism, this realization is known as  shinjin  ( 信心 )—a profound, transformative “true entrusting” that opens the heart to boundless compassion. More than belief, more than feeling,  shinjin  is the awakening of trust beyond self-effort. What Is Shinjin? At its core,  shinjin  is not about believing in a distant deity or reciting mantras for favor. It’s about  awakening to a truth that is already true : that Amida Buddha’s Primal Vow encompasses all beings, without exception. For Shinran Shōnin,  shinjin  was not a result of effort ( jiriki ), but a realization of  other-power  ( tariki ). It arises when we awaken to the truth that we are already grasped, never to be abandoned. “Shinjin is itself enlightenment.” —  Tannishō Moder...

  Ah The Four Bodhisattva Vows are among the most well-known and profound commitments in Mahāyāna Buddhism. At first glance, they appear paradoxical, even impossible to fulfill: Sentient beings are numberless; I vow to save them all. Delusions are inexhaustible; I vow to end them. Dharma gates are boundless; I vow to master them. The Buddha way is unsurpassable; I vow to attain it. Taken literally, these vows seem unattainable. How can one possibly save an infinite number of beings? How can one end delusions that continuously arise? How can one master all Dharma teachings or attain an unsurpassable path? However, these vows are not meant to be fulfilled in a linear or conventional sense. Instead, they serve as a profound  upāya  (skillful means) to dissolve self-centered limitations and awaken one to the nature of reality. Saving All Beings: The Non-Dual View The first vow, "Sentient beings are numberless, I vow to save them all," seems impossible if we think of it in ter...